hmm. Its been an interesting week in a half or so? haha. Met this pretty lookin girl...she seems pretty kool. And im not gonna lie...ive hella been tryin to hit up on that haha. Its interesting...thinking that i mite actually get a chance with this girl gets me all hyped up and stuff haha its funny. Especially with mark thinkin im a "pimp"...when this kid freakin has girls left and rite wantin to jump his bones. haha sall gravy man..all in good fun haha. I dunno why i have my hopes up though...i have this feeling that this juss "isnt meant to be". That or imma get stood up haha. I mean i dont wanna get stood up cuz hey...this girl seems really nice. haha. At the same time if i do...then psh..i dont care. This last week or so has reminded me how quickly i can change moods. And i mite as well stay in a good one...cuz hey life is better that way rite? haha yah! but rite now im living off hope, hype, and a lil bit of luck. Oh well..

Valentines day on friday eh? lots of people either become happy on this day...or lonely too. Then theres those people who pretend that they arent sad...but u know they are! haha. I think jealousy thrives just as much as love does on this day. Wen u dont have a special someone.. its sux seeing people who DO have a special someone. We've all "jenvy"-ED (LOL shout out to jeni!) it at one time or another. thats juss wat people do...wish 4 something they cant have. Guess my valentines day is gonna be either made or broken heh. Hope things go alrite...i don't need GREAT...just...ok. But maybe i should be wondering weather or not its gonna happen. Am i betting man? yes. So would i bet that me and her actually do something that day? $5 says no. haha eat that mark...im no "pimp...." Nite All.
posted by Philip at 10:48 PM